2004-03-11T21:53:00.000-06:00

I got this from my fiancé. A test to find out what personality from The Matrix (the movie) you have.....and guess what, I'm ........

You are Tank, from "The Matrix." Loyal
till the end, you spare no expense in ensuring
the well-being of others.

What Matrix Persona Are You?
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2004-02-27T11:13:00.000-06:00

New Day!!!, the sound of the birds always makes me feel happy, they bring hope to your soul, they tell you today is a bright day!!!

"The true goal in life is happiness, harmony and balance"

There's a lot of things on my mind, things I would like to express, things I have to say, things I would like to share. It started all over again, the feeling of a warrior....

At some point in everyone's life the voice of the warrior comes back, now is my time. It happened a while ago, but still I didn't want to listen to it, I thought I could be ok with my life the way it was, you know, getting up in the morning without a dream, destroying myself by doing things others wanted me to do so that "they like me" (eventhough I didn't want to do), let others control me because I thought they love me and I didn't want to lose that love, I didn't want to lose "love" by defending myself and my believes, by defending what is right and what is true..........It keeps going.......It is something I don't want and I didn't want since the beginning, and it's so hard to realize this. I know you've been there too, maybe you realized it long time ago and now your warrior is fighting back everyday for a better life, to become a better person, to be free in spirit, to be free in life, to achieve happiness. Or maybe you are still there, not knowing it, and I bet you, you are even defending it, giving excuses, saying "that's the way life is", but the truth is (and you know it deep inside), that is not the way life is, that is the way you are making your life because you haven't had the courage to fight and change what is wrong (wrong because it is destroying yourself, it is something that goes against you true nature), you haven't had the courage to break the rules and the traditions you've been taught. Someone in your life has taught you how to be bitter, how to be rude and how to be miserable. Someone taught you that love is worthless and ridiculous. Someone killed your dreams and your innocence. Someone didn't let you grow (mature). Someone gave you a set of "rules", and a family or cultural traditions to follow and they taught you that their love had a price because if you do not respect them they won't love you and they will leave you alone.......but that is the best thing that can happen to you!!! why would you like someone like that way in your life?, because it is "your sister", "your grandfather", "your mother", "you best friend"......... If that is what they are offering you and what they can give you then you have to let them go!!!.

There is something wonderful inside you they couldn't touch and that something is screaming and it has been screaming inside you all of your life, that is what you have to fight for, listen to it, don't fight it back. Get closer to those who offer you an authentic love and let them teach you how to believe, how to laugh, how to dream, how to be happy, how to be aware and learn so that you don't make the same mistakes the others did. They will guide you and teach you how to love. The ones who offer you a true and authentic love will always love you and they will encourage you to love.......Love is happiness, harmony and balance.

Chipis